You know how I've been coping with homesick, aside from reading and pouring myself over work?

My Chinese New Year biscuits that my Mom gave me.

I often time feed on them when I want a taste of home.

And guess what?

I just finished the last of it.

=(((((((((

I am trying to slowly grasp the meaning of life recently. Not that I haven't; but I have yet to know what exactly do I want in this life.
I guess I am overwhelmed by the amount of reflection papers that I need to produce recently, which makes want to reflect on many things that I am doing. Now. And the future.

The past leaves a lot of nostalgic memories to me; of which some I chose to hold on and many I have chosen to let go. Sometimes i look back in time, and I smile. And sometimes I could feel the tears well up in my eyes.

Amidst all the reading and reports which I have to do, having extra time to spare makes me think more than I should. The weather is so humid these days, that I could not even find solace in my dreams. I toss and turn on the bed which I often find comfort and find myself awake, drench in sweat and tired eyes, not able to sleep.

People kept asking me; what do I see myself as in the future. I tell them I am unsure, and I don't know. And people just don't seem to believe your answers, just because you are a soon-to-be-degree-holder. They expect you to not only able to read their minds, but your own future as well just because you are a Psychology undergraduate.

Pressure pressure.

And I don't like such pressure.

I do not know why I need to give other people explanation of my own life. Be it I come out and work as a barista or a vet assistant or open my own cake shop or sell hardware items or anything non-Psych related should be of no one's concern.

I'm still an amateur, in the walk of my own life. Like a child, I'm still eager to learn, eager to experience the joy of everyday life, the feeling of walking in the rain and watching the sun rise.

anyway,

[snap snap]

I shouldn't be so emo now, should I? There are happier in things in life worth celebrating =D

Was out dinnering with Limmy (man, I still call her that >.<) and Khian (who came looking for me 3 freaking days in a row!) i shall not put pictures of the food, since the Limmy the Flogger will do it, I shall just put pictures of us =DDD


With Limmy!!!

Limmy is seriously my childhood friend man. Gosh, I really miss hanging out with her!


Limmy and Khian

and I am not going to be like some vain pot like Khian someone who puts up so many pictures of herself, so you can see more pictures here.

okay, maybe i should put a group picture here as well XD


Group pic! :D

ok.

Now back to assignments.

I had a great birthday yesterday! =) Didn't do much, but it was ultimately satisfying =D

I went to Marche at The Curve for lunch with my brother

Lunch was awesome  ^o^  Both of us were stuffed! XD

We went on to the flea market, and bought 2 shirts and some Japan made erasers =)
After that, we went shopping at IKEA and Padini Concept Store at IKANO Power Centre. Then we headed back to Lucas's place and slept over there. I helped him wrap his text books, trying to clear my inbox and facebook while he did his assignments and homework. And i was reading Pokemon comics too! ^^

My final mini celebration took place during mid-night, where Lucas's landlady and roomate celebrated with me with a bottle of Bellingham 2006 Red Wine and Chinese New Year cookies! =) I drank half a bottle of the wine, and i slept VERY well yesterday night.. hahah! =D

I had an awesome Chinese New Year holiday back in Ipoh =))) I went back 4 days before Chinese New Year, which makes me back in Ipoh for about 10 days already! =))

My family and I did not join my Dad's side of the family for Chinese New Year this time around, simply because it's the first time in 2 years since Lucas and I got to spend Chinese New Year with both of my parents.

Well,the last thing I did in Ipoh before returning to KL was of course, a session of pillow talk with my brother =)This is our first trip back to Ipoh since we both left to KL, so of course we had lots to share with each other!